Now, more than ever I need yoga
I have strayed for the past three days, I can not come to face myself on the mat. My mind has been all over the place and nowhere at the same time - I escaped to a book, but it is now over and has left me feeling emptier than before. I feel like my walls are closing in and no matter what I feel trapped in this vast space. I need nature, I need adventure, I need to find myself and tell me everything is going to be okay. I’ve been having violent headaches for the past week, and there’s no one I can talk to - my girlfriend doesn’t understand English, so trying to explain myself in Spanish is like invoking a dead language. Besides, I don’t want to talk , I want to be held and caressed and just made feel safe.